A New Day A New Year

So here it is, the first day of 2010

I was told to come and clean my room thoroughly from my mom, but an hour or so has passed in front of the computer with my room as messy as ever. But enough of that. No really, enough of the messy rooms and laziness.. with all the reflection time thats come with the end of '09 and the beginning of '10, it's clear to me that within the past year, all I have done is just think. Thinking about cleaning my room, thinking about writing a song, thinking..just plain thinking. Haha, I feel like I've been all talk when really, I should be out there doing. I talk about my dreams, and there's just so many to count, but how many of them have I actually followed through with? So enough chitchat, I have strategized long enough, and now, 2010, is the year that things happen.

 No longer will I just be inspired


I will do whatever it takes to carry out the passion within me and follow through with the blessings and promises God has placed in my life. Period.

And on a tangent...
Moving forward with your life is the only way to actually live life to the fullest. I've been holding on to several things during this past year, and sadly enough, I feel like those things have put me at a disadvantage, only because I myself allowed them to rule my life. With all the "thinking" I've talked about before, it also coincides with this "wishful thinking" and honestly, I feel like I've been living in a fantasy world up until a week ago. It's strange because I feel like God has burst that bubble so many times, but I've managed to seal myself back inside of it, despite His promise for justice. But finally, I understand that clinging on to things desperately are really not part of God's plan for me. My flesh has been fighting for things that have already come to pass. But, it's ok now, it really is. Yes I'm still human so there will be times where I might dwell in my past desires, but I trust Him.

Well, with all that said, Hello 2010